Chapter I
BIRTH
In times long past, fully twenty-five hundred years ago, where are now
the border-lands between Nepal and the northern parts of the provinces
of Oudh and North Bihar, there were a number of little kingdoms
inhabited by different races of people, each ruled over by its own
Raja or King. One of these little kingdoms which lay some distance
north of the present-day town of Gorakhpore, on the north side of the
river Rapti, was the land of a race called the Sakyas, the king who
ruled over them at that time being called Suddhodana. The family to
which King Suddhodana of the Sakyas belonged was called the Gotama
family, so that his full name was King Suddhodana Gotama; and the name
of the chief city in his kingdom where he had his chief palace, was
Kapilavatthu.
This King Suddhodana had a chief queen whose name was Mahamaya. And
after they had lived together for some time in married happiness, the
Queen became aware that the day was drawing near when she should bring
forth a child. So, before time came upon her, she asked her husband
to give her leave to go and pay a visit to her own people who belonged
to a city not very far away called Devadaha. King Suddhodana very
willingly granted his chief Queen her wish, and sent out his men with
orders to prepare the way for her, and do everything needed to make
the journey to her father's house a pleasant and comfortable one for
her.
Now half way between Kapilavatthu and the town of Devadaha there was
a very fine forest garden called Lumbini where the people of both
places used to go in the hot weather to enjoy the cool shade of the
great Sal trees of which there were many in the grove. Here in the
month of May, these great trees were covered from top to bottom with
lovely blossoms. In among their long branches flew many kinds of birds
singing their sweetest songs so that the whole air was full of the
sound of their warbling. And over and through the myriads of flowers,
swarms of bees went cheerfully humming, busily gathering honey on
every hand.
When, as her bearers carried her along the road to Devadaha in her
royal litter, Queen Mahamaya came to this pleasant place, she thought
she would like to rest there a while in the cool shade for it was a
hot day, and so she told her bearers to carry her in among the trees.
But she had not been there long, walking about and enjoying the
pleasing sights and sounds all round her, when suddenly and
unexpectedly the pangs of child-birth came upon her, and in a little
while, there in the Lumbini Grove, under the Sal trees, among the
birds and bees and flowers, she brought forth a son.
The place where this Lumbini Grove stood at that far off time can
still be seen to-day. For a great king called Asoka, who ruled over a
large part of India about three or four hundred years after King
Suddhodana's time, caused a tall pillar to be set up in the
forest-garden where thus was born the son of King Suddhodana and Queen
Maya of Kapilavatthu, in order to mark the place; and on it he had a
writing carved in deep-cut letters which can still be read, saying
that he had put it there in order that men in the future should know
where the great event had taken place. And although in the course of
the two thousand and more years that have passed since King Asoka set
up this pillar, the upper half of it has been broken off, and the half
that is left leans all on one side, it still stands to this day in the
place where King Asoka put it with his inscription on it for any one
to see. And many people go to see it every day.
Now on the hills outside Kapilavatthu there lived many hermits; and
among them there was one old hermit whom every one in Kapilavatthu
admired and esteemed for his goodness, King Suddhodana himself being
especially fond of him and showing his esteem and affection for him in
many ways. This old hermit, when he heard that his great friend the
King now had a little son, came down to the King's palace in the city
to see the babe; and when he had come, the King asked him to give the
babe his blessing, and, as he made his request, he held the infant out
toward the hermit in a posture of doing homage to the old man. But
the hermit said:
"Nay, Maharaja, it is not your son who should bow his head to me,
but I who ought to bow my head before your son. For I see well that
he is no ordinary child. I see well that as he grows up to manhood's
years he will become a very great religious teacher. Yes, I believe he
will become the greatest religious teacher the world has yet seen."
Having said this, the old man sat silent for a little while smiling
to himself with a pleased and happy look. Then his eyes slowly filled
with tears and he began to weep, the tears trickling down his cheeks.
"Why!" said the King in great bewilderment and some alarm, "What is
the matter with you? Just a moment ago you were smiling and now you
are weeping. Is anything wrong? Do you foresee some evil thing that
is going to happen to my boy?"
"No, no, Maharaja," said the hermit, "do not be alarmed. No evil
thing will ever come near your son. All-prosperous shall be his name,
and all-prosperous he will be."
"Then why do you weep?" asked the King.
"I weep," said the hermit, "to think that I am now so old I must
soon pass away, and I shall not live to see your son become the great
teacher I know he one day will be. You Maharaja, will live to see
that great and happy day, and so will many another person now alive,
but I shall not live to see it. That, Maharaja, is why I cannot help
weeping."
With these words the old man rose from his seat, and putting his two
hands together, palm to palm, be bowed down before the little infant.
King Suddhodana was very much astonished at all the hermit had said
and to see him bowing down his old grey head before the little baby;
but he thought so much of him that he felt that he himself must do the
same as the hermit had done, so he too bowed down and with folded
hands, did obeisance to his own baby son.
Now in India in those days, it was the custom when a boy-baby was
born, to gather together the wise men, and on the fifth day after the
boy's birth, to bathe his head and give him the name that had been
chosen for him by the wise men. And this was done with King
Suddhodana's son also. The name the wise men chose for him was
Siddhattha, a word which means all-prosperous or all-successful, one
who will prosper or succeed in everything he sets out to do. For they
said they could see that this boy was not going to be like any
ordinary boy. They said they could see that if he followed the
ordinary life of the world and in due time became king like his father
before him, then he would become a very great king indeed. But, they
said, if he did not follow his father on the throne of his country but
instead turned to follow the religious life, then he would become a
very great religious teacher. One of the wise men, however, spoke a
little differently from the others. He said that he, for his part,
was quite sure that when the boy grew up he would be certain not to
follow the worldly life and take his father's place, but would leave
throne and kingdom and everything behind him, and following the
religious life, become the very greatest religious teacher in the
world. This particular wise man thus said the very same thing that
the old hermit had said about the boy's future.
The king, of course, was very much pleased that so many people, and
these the wisest and most learned in his kingdom, should think that
his little son was going to grow up to be a very great man. But he
was not so highly pleased at the thought that he might not follow him
upon the throne, but only become a great hermit. He wanted his son to
grow up living the ordinary life of the world that every body lives;
he wanted him to marry and get children; and when he himself was too
old to govern the kingdom any longer he wanted to see his son mount
the throne after him and rule the people as he had done, wisely and
well. "And then, after a time," he thought to himself, "who knows?
Perhaps my son may, become as great a king as any that have ever been,
and rule, not only over little Kapilavatthu, but over the whole of
India!" Thus did King Suddhodana consider within himself; and the
bare thought of such a thing happening to a son of his filled him with
the greatest delight; and he resolved to do all in his power to make
sure that Siddhattha should live the ordinary worldly life and never
think about anything else.
But in the meantime he had cause to be anxious about something else.
Ever since she had given birth to Siddhattha, Queen Mahamaya had been
ill. She had never recovered her former strength. She received all
the best care that a queen could get, all the best doctors, all the
most skilled attendants and nurses, but in spite of everything she
died just two days after the day on which her baby had been given his
name, and seven days after she had brought him into the world. Every
one, especially her husband the king, grieved very much at her death,
for she had been a good woman and a good queen beyond most women and
queens. So now the sorrowful king had to give his motherless baby
into the care of his mother's sister, Princess Mahapajapati, and she
took care of him now and brought him up just as if he had been her own
son. Thus the little boy Siddhattha never knew his own real mother.
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Chapter II
BOYHOOD
The old hermit and the wise men who gathered together on Siddhattha's
name-giving day had agreed in saying that King Suddhodana's son was no
ordinary boy, and their words were very soon proved true. After being
brought up under the kind care of his aunt Mahapajapati who nursed and
attended to her dead sister's child as if he had been her own, until
he reached the age of eight years, teachers then were got for the
young prince in order that he might learn reading and writing and
arithmetic. Under these teachers' instructions he quickly learned all
each had to teach in his own subject. Indeed, he learned so quickly
and well that every one was astonished, his teachers and his father
and foster-mother as well, at the rapid progress he made. For no
matter what subject he was being taught, as soon as he was told
anything, at once his mind took hold of what he was told and he never
again forgot it, in this way showing himself particularly apt at
arithmetic. Thus it was easily seen by all that as regarded the power
of his mind he was well endowed, indeed, very much beyond the common.
Yet with all his so superior ability in learning, and the high
position he held in the country as the heir to the throne, he never
failed to show to his teachers that respect which a pupil always
should show, seeing that it is through them they gain. The prince was
always gentle and dignified in his usual bearing towards every one
about him, and towards his teachers in particular, ever modest and
deferent and respectful.
In bodily attainments also, he was no less well endowed than he was
in mind and character. Notwithstanding the gentleness of his manners,
notwithstanding that he was a gentle man in the very best sense of the
words, he was bold and fearless in the practice of all the manly
sports of his country. He was a cool and daring horseman and an able
and skillful chariot-driver in this latter sport winning many chariot
races against the best drivers in the country. Yet for all his
keenness in trying to win a race, he was kind and compassionate
towards the horses who helped him to win so often, and frequently
would let a race be lost rather than urge his weary, panting horses
beyond their strength. And not only towards his horses but towards
all creatures he seemed to have a heart full of tenderness and
compassion. He was a king's son and had never himself had to suffer
hardship or distress, yet in his kind heart he seemed to know by
sympathy how others felt when they were afflicted or in pain, whether
these others were men or animals; and when he was quite to others as
far as he could {sic}, and where it was possible, tried to relieve any
suffering they already were enduring.
Thus, once when he was out walking in the country with his cousin
Devadatta who had his bow and arrows with him, Devadatta shot a swan
that was flying over their head. His arrow hit the swan and it
fluttered down, painfully wounded, to the ground. Both boys ran
forward to pick it up, but Siddhattha reached it first and holding it
gently, he pulled the arrow out of its wing, put some cool leaves on
the wound to stop it from bleeding, and with his soft hand stroked and
soothed the hurt and frightened bird. But Devadatta was very much
annoyed to see his cousin take the swan from him in this way, and he
called to Siddhattha to give the swan to him because he had brought it
down with his arrow. Siddhattha, however, refused to give it to him,
saying that if the bird had been killed, then it would have been his;
but as it was alive and not dead, it belonged to the one who actually
secured possession of it, and so he meant to keep it. But still
Devadatta maintained that it should belong to him because it was his
arrow that had brought it down to the ground.
So Siddhattha proposed and Devadatta agreed that their dispute
should be sent for settlement to a full council of the wise men of the
country. The council, accordingly, was called and the question put
before them; and some in the council argued one way and some the
other; some said the bird should be Devadatta's, and others said that
Siddhattha was quite right to keep it. But at last one man in the
council whom nobody had ever seen before rose and said: "A life
certainly must belong to him who tries to save it; a life cannot
belong to one who is only trying to destroy it. The wounded bird by
right belongs to the one who saved its life. Let the swan be given to
Siddhattha." All the others in the council agreed with these wise
words, and Prince Siddhattha was allowed to keep the swan whose life
he thus had saved. And he cared for it tenderly until it was quite
cured of its wound; then he set it free and let it fly back once more
well and happy to its mates on the forest-lake.
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Chapter III
YOUTH
In those days in India everybody knew that everything man needs for
his life comes out of the ground, and that, therefore, the man who
cultivates the ground and makes it bring forth food without which men
cannot live at all, is the man who does the most useful and necessary
work in any nation. So, once a year it was the custom in those days
for the king of the country himself, along with his ministers, to go
out to the fields and with his own royal hands, plow a field, and so
set an example to all his people not to be ashamed of honest,
honorable labor.
And one day in the spring, at the beginning of the plowing season,
King Suddhodana went out from Kapilavatthu in full regal state, to
carry through this yearly observance of the "Royal Plowing," as it
was called. And all the people of the city went out after him, for
this was their great annual holiday festival, in order to see their
King plowing and to share in the feasting and merry-making that
always followed. And the King took his young son with him out to the
fields, and leaving him in the care of some attendants, he went to the
plowing place and taking hold of the shafts of his own plow which
was all decorated with gold, he plowed up and down the fallow field,
followed by his ministers with their plows and oxen ornamented with
silver, the ordinary farmers coming last with their common plows and
yokes of oxen, all of them turning over the rich, fat, brown soil so
that it might be made ready for the seed.
After a time, when the feasting began, Prince Suddhodana's
attendants went off to share in it; and by and by all of them had gone
away, quite forgetting the young prince, and leaving him alone by
himself. Then, seeing himself thus left alone, the prince felt rather
pleased, for already he was a thoughtful boy, and he wanted to get a
chance to think quietly about what he had seen on this day of feasting
and rejoicing, so he wandered away quietly by himself till he came to
a nice, shady apple tree, and there he sat down and began to turn
everything over in his mind.
First, so his thoughts ran, there was his father the king and all
his ministers and the cultivators after them, plowing the land, and
all were very happy and pleased looking; but he had noticed that the
oxen did not look as if they were very happy. They had to pull their
very hardest to make the plow go through the tough, turfy soil; they
had to tug and strain at it till they were all perspiring and panting
for breath. Evidently life was not easy for them, not even on a
holiday like this when everybody else was making merry. They had to
work hard; and often when they did not do exactly as their masters
wished, they had to take harsh words and harsher blows. And young
Prince Siddhattha thought that even amid the pleasures of a great
holiday, there is always something that is not so pleasant.
And then from under his apple tree he looked at the movements of the
birds and beasts and insects around him, and he noticed a lizard ran
out near his feet and with its quick, darting tongue begin to lick up
and eat the little, harmless, busy ants. And then, in a little while,
a sly snake came along and caught the lizard in its jaws and swallowed
it. And then a hawk swooped down from the sky and picked up and killed
and devoured the snake. And again the prince began to think deeply
and ask himself if it really was so, that all the prettiness and
beauty of the shows of life have all got some thing at the back of
them that is not pretty and beautiful at all. In all his own young
life yet, he himself had not suffered anything, but as he looked round
him now and pondered on what he saw, he perceived that there was a
good deal of suffering going on all the time for somebody or
something, even though he himself happened to be free from it. And he
sat there intently until he became so wrapt up in his thoughts that he
forgot everything else, forgot all about the day's festival, and his
father, and the plowing, and everything.
In the meantime the "Royal Plowing" was done, and the feasting
that followed it was all over. But when the young prince's attendants
came back to where they had left him, they could not find him; he was
not there. Very much frightened, they started looking for him
everywhere, for soon his father the king would be asking for him in
order to take him home with him. At last, they found him sitting as
quiet and still as a stone statue under his apple tree, so completely
absorbed in his thoughts that at first he did not know they were
speaking to him. But when at length they succeeded in making him
understand that his father was calling for him, that the hour was
getting late and it was time to go home, then he rose and went back
with them to his father; but all the way home his heart and thoughts
were filled with pity and concern for all living things that love
their lives so much, and yet find it so hard to live.
But the king was far from pleased to find that his son was beginning
so early to think seriously about life and what it really means. He
began very much to fear that what the old hermit had said was already
beginning to come true, that his son's thoughts already were turning
in the direction of the religious life, and that if they were not soon
turned away from it, what he was so much afraid of would come to pass,
and Siddhattha would leave his father's house, and he would have no
son left to follow him on the throne of the country. So he resolved
at once to do something to turn his son's mind away from such serious
thoughts. He resolved to make life in every possible way so pleasant
and comfortable for his son that in his own pleasure and enjoyment, he
would stop thinking so much about how other beings fared in life.
So he ordered his workmen to build three splendid palaces for his
son. The first one was built of good, stout blocks of wood outside,
and lined inside with fine, sweet-smelling cedar. In this warm,
comfortable palace, he meant his son to live during the cold winter
season. The second palace was built of cool, polished marble, so as
to be nice and pleasant to live in during the hot season when
everything outside was burning in the hot sun. And the third palace
was built of good hard bricks and had a roof of blue tiles on it to
keep out the heavy monsoon rains. In this last palace the king meant
his son to pass the rainy season safe from its damp and chills. Round
each of these palaces, also, he caused to be laid out a splendid
pleasure-garden planted with every kind of shady and flowering tree,
with many ponds and running streams in it where there grew lotuses of
all colors, so that the prince might be able to go out walking or
riding in it when he chose, and always find coolness and shade and
flowering beauty wherever he looked.
But all these pleasant things, palaces, gardens, ponds, walks and
rides, and the hosts of pleasant companions that were provided along
with them, were all of no use to stop the young prince from thinking.
And the king saw this. He saw that all he had contrived to turn his
son's thoughts towards his own pleasure only, had completely failed,
and he called his ministers to him and asked them what else he could
do to make sure that the old hermit's prophecy should not come true.
His ministers replied that, in their opinion, the best way to occupy
a young man's mind so that he would not think about such things as
leaving the worldly life, would be to get him married to a nice,
pretty young wife. Then, so they said, he would be so taken up with
her that he would have no time or inclination to think of anything
else; and in due time, when his father wished it, he would take his
place on the throne in the regular way, and live in the world just
like everybody else.
This seemed to the king to be very good advice; but how could he
make sure of getting for his son a wife so lovely and attractive that
once he was married he would be completely to her, altogether charmed
with her loveliness, and henceforth live with no other object but to
make her perfectly happy?
After considering the matter for some time, the king hit upon a good
plan. He sent out an order that all the most beautiful maidens in the
country were to come to Kapilavathu on a certain day and pass before
Prince Siddhattha in order that he might say which of them was the
most beautiful and give her a prize for her beauty; while each of the
others who came and showed themselves would receive, each one, a gift
from the hand of the Prince, great or small, according as he thought
her to come near or fall below the chief of them all in beauty.
Now when King Suddhodana gave this order, he also arranged that some
of his ministers should keep a close watch on his son as the
procession of beautiful maidens passed before him, and if they saw him
show any sign of special pleasure when any particular maiden came
forward to receive her gift, then they were to take note who she was
and come and let him know.
So the day came for the beauty competition, and all the fairest,
most beautiful girls in the kingdom passed in a brilliant, dazzling
procession of loveliness before the prince, one after another, and
each received from his hands the gift which he thought her beauty
deserved. But instead of being pleased thus to come close and touch
the hand of their sovereign's son, each girl seemed to be almost
afraid as she approached him, and glad, when, having got her gift, she
was at liberty to pass on and run back among her companions again.
And there was a good reason for their behaving in this unusual way.
For this prince of theirs was not at all like any other young man they
knew. He did not seem to be looking at them, or indeed, thinking of
them at all! He handed each girl her gift, but he seemed to be
thinking of something else altogether, something great and solemn it
seemed, far far beyond their smiling faces and dainty ways. Indeed,
some of them said that as he sat there on his prince's throne, he
seemed to them to be more like a god than a human being. And the
ministers who, by the king's command, were watching him, felt almost
afraid at the thought that they would have to go back and tell King
Suddhodana that his and their plan had failed, that his son had not
shown the least pleasure at the sight of a single one of all the
beauties who had passed before him. For now nearly all the girls had
passed, nearly all the prizes had been given away, and the prince
still sat there unmoved, his mind evidently far away from this scene
of delight for everybody else, this gay procession of one beauty after
another.
But now, just as the last girl took the last prize from the prince's
hand, and curtsied and passed on, there came along hastily, a little
late, one more girl; and those who were watching the prince noticed
that he gave a little start as she drew near. The girl too on her
part, instead of passing him with her eyes timidly turned on the
ground as all the other girls before her had done, looked Prince
Siddhattha straight in the face, and with a smile asked "Is there no
gift left for me, too?"
"Sorry am I," said the prince smiling back to her, "that all the
gifts I had to give out are finished but take this." And with that he
took a string of splendid jewels from his neck and clasped them round
the girl's waist.
Then the king's ministers, when they saw this, were very glad; and
after they had found out that the name of this young girl who had come
last, was Yasodhara, and had learned where her father Suppabuddha
lived, they went back to king and told him all about it; and they very
next day the king sent off messengers to Suppabuddha, asking that his
daughter Yasodhara might be given in marriage to Prince Siddhattha.
Now it was the custom among the Sakya people who were a strong,
vigorous, mountain folk, that when any young man wanted to marry, he
first must show himself as clever and skillful in horse-riding,
shooting with the bow and arrow, and wielding the sword, as any other
young man in the kingdom; and Prince Siddhattha, although he was the
heir to the throne, had to follow this custom just the same as every
other young man.
So one day there came to the //maidan// of Kapilavatthu, all the
strongest and cleverest young men of the Sakya kingdom, all the best
horsemen and archers and swordsmen. And each of them before the
assembled crowd of ministers and people, showed what he could do with
horse, with bow and arrow and with sword. And Prince Siddhattha,
mounted on his white horse Kanthaka, showed what he could do, also;
and in the contest with the others he showed that he was as good as,
and even better than, the best in the country.
At shooting with the bow and arrow, he sent an arrow farther than
the young man who up till then had been considered the best archer in
the kingdom, his own cousin Devadatta.
At the exercise or test with the sword, he cut a young, growing tree
through so neatly and cleanly at one stroke, that after his sword had
passed through it, it still remained standing for several moments, so
that those who were judging the contest at first thought it had not
been cut through at all. But then there came a puff of wind, and the
tree fell over to the ground, and everybody saw that it had been cut
through as smooth and even as a piece of butter. At this test, Prince
Siddhattha beat his own half-brother Nanda, who, so everybody thought,
could not be beaten at swordsmanship by anyone in the country.
The next test was in horse-racing; and on his fast white horse
Kanthaka, Prince Siddhattha easily left all the others behind. But
they were not satisfied to see him win this test so easily. They
said: "O, if we had a swift horse like that to ride, we could win a
race to. This is only the merit of the horse; it is not the merit of
the man. But we have here a wild, black stallion which has never yet
allowed any man to get on his back. Let us now see which of us can
mount him and stay on his back longest."
So all the youths tried hard, one after another, to catch hold of
the stallion and swing himself on to its back, but all of them were
flung to the ground by the proud, fierce animal, until it came to the
turn of Arjuna, the best rider in the kingdom. After a little
struggle, this Arjuna managed to get on the stallion's back and stay
there while he whipped it once round the race-course. Then, before
anybody knew what it was going to do, the savage animal bent its head
round quickly, and catching Arjuna by the foot with its big strong
teeth, it pulled him by main force out of the saddle and dashed him to
the ground, and if some of the syces had not run forward quickly and
dragged him away, while others beat off the stallion, it would have
trampled Arjuna to death. Then it Siddhattha's turn to try to ride the
stallion, and everybody thought he would be sure to be killed, since
Arjuna the best rider in the country had just missed being killed by
it. But Prince Siddhattha just walked quietly up to the stallion,
laid one hand on its neck and the other on its nose as he spoke a few
soft, gentle words to it; then he patted it on its sides, and to the
surprise of everybody, it stood still and allowed the prince to mount
it and ride backward and forward just as he wished, subdued entirely
to his will. It was the first time anybody had come near it who was
not afraid of it and did not want to beat it, but instead spoke and
acted kindly to it; and in its surprise at this new kind of treatment,
the stallion allowed the prince who was neither afraid of, nor angry
at, it, to do as he pleased with it.
Then every one admitted that Prince Siddhattha was the best horseman
in the kingdom, too, and well worthy to be the husband of so fair a
maiden as beautiful Yasodhara. And Suppabuddha, Yasodhara's father,
also agreed that this was so, and he willingly gave his daughter as
wife to so handsome and manly a young prince. And so Prince
Siddhattha was married amid scenes of great rejoicing to beautiful
Yasodhara, and went with her to live in a new and splendid palace
which the king had caused to be built for them, surrounded by
everything delightful and pleasing that any young man's heart could
desire.
And now King Suddhodana was beginning to feel satisfied that his son
would no longer think about giving up his chance of getting a throne
and becoming a religious man. But in order to make quite sure that
his thoughts would never turn in this direction, the king ordered that
nobody about the prince, none of his servants or attendants within the
palace walls or grounds, were ever to speak a single word about such
things as old age, or sickness, or death. They were always to act as
if there were no such unpleasant things in the world.
More than that. The king sent away from his son's palace all the
servants and attendants who showed the least sign of getting old or
weak or sickly. He arranged that there should be nobody in the palace
and the gardens round it but young, happy, pleasant, smiling people.
Those who happened to fall ill were at once taken away and not allowed
to come back until they were perfectly well again. The king also gave
strict orders that no one when at the princes' presence, was to show
any sign of weariness or sadness. Everybody round him was required to
be cheerful and merry and bright all day long. And at night too, when
his attendants danced and sang before the prince, they were never to
show any signs of weariness or fatigue with their exertions. In short:
King Suddhodana tried so to arrange everything and everybody around
the prince that he should not know or even suspect that there was
anything else in the world but smiles and laughter and joyous, happy
youth. For, to complete his arrangements, he caused a high wall to be
build round the prince's palace and gardens, and gave strict command
to the keepers of the gates that on no account were they to allow the
prince to pass outside.
In these ways did King Suddhodana think to make sure that his son would
never come to see anything but the pleasing sight of youth and beauty,
never hear anything but the pleasant sounds of songs and laughter, and so be
content to live as his father had done before him, and never wish to
become a religious ascetic, or seek any other higher good than the life
of a King's favorite son.
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Chapter IV
LEAVING HOME
But in spite of all the luxury with which he was surrounded, and the
pains that were taken too keep from him anything that might make him
think the least unhappy thought, the young prince Siddhattha did not
feel altogether as happy as his father wished him to feel. He wanted
to know what lay outside these palace walls he was never allowed to
pass. To distract his attention from any such questions about the
outside world, his father planned new festivals and merrymakings of
all kinds; but it was all of no use. The prince continued to become
more and more dissatisfied with his shut-in life. He wanted to see
more of the world than was contained within his own palace and
pleasuregrounds, even though the life he led there was full of
delights. He wanted to see how other people who were not princes,
lived their lives, and told his father again and again that he could
not be really happy until he had seen this. Until a day came when the
king annoyed by his continual request to be allowed to go outside the
palace grounds, could refuse his wish no longer, and said to him:
"Very well, my son. You shall go outside the palace walls and see how
our people live; but first I must prepare things so that everything
may be made fit and proper for my noble son's eyes to look at."
So the king sent out his messengers through the city to tell the
people that on a certain day his son was coming out to see the city;
and that everybody must hang flags and banners and gay bunting out of
all their windows, and clean up their houses and paint them afresh,
and put flowers over their doors and in front of them, and make
everything as bright and gay as they possibly could. He also gave
strict orders that nobody was to show himself in the streets who had
anything in the least the matter with him. Nobody who was blind or
lame or sick in any way, no old folk and no lepers were to appear in
the streets of the city anywhere that day, but all such people must
stay at home indoors all the time the prince was riding through the
streets. Only the young, the strong, the healthy and happy looking
people were to come out and give the prince a welcome to the city.
Orders were also given that on this day no dead were to be carried
through the streets on their way to the burning place, but all dead
bodies were to be kept till the next day.
And the people did as the king commanded them. They swept all the
streets and watered them to keep the dust from rising. They put new
coats of whitewash on their houses and made them bright with wreaths
and festoons of flowers hung in front of their doors. They hung
streamers of many colored cloth from the trees that grew along the
road by which the prince would come. In short, they did all they could
think of to make their city look to the eyes of their prince as if it
were not a city of this world at all but one of the cities of the gods
in the heaven worlds.
Then when everything was all ready, Prince Siddhattha came forth
from his palace and, mounting his splendid car, passed slowly through
all the streets of the city, looking everywhere about him, and
everywhere seeing nothing but the glad, smiling faces of the people,
all pleased to see their prince come among them, some of the crowd
standing and shouting as he passed: "Victory, victory to our Prince!"
while others ran in front of his chariot throwing flowers before the
horses' feet. And the king, as he saw how well the people had obeyed
his commands, felt highly pleased, and thought that now that his son
had seen the city, and had seen nothing but what was pleasant and
happy-looking, now surely he would feel more contented in mind, and
once for all give up his brooding thoughts.
And then, suddenly, all that he had planned so well was completely
spoiled, all his hopes and desires for his son brought to nothing.
From a little hut by the roadside before any one could prevent him,
there tottered out a man, with grey hair and nothing on him but a few
wretched rags. His face was all withered and wrinkled, his eyes dim
and bleary, there were no teeth in his mouth. And as he learned,
trembling and half doubled up, on a staff, he had to hold it hard with
his two skinny hands to save himself from falling. Then dragging
himself along the street and paying no attention to the scenes of
rejoicing all round him, he let a few, weak, stammering sounds come
from between his pale lips. He was begging the people to give him
something to eat or else he would die that very day.
Of course everybody round him was very angry at him for daring to
come out of his house on this day when the king's son was visiting the
city for the first time, and the king had commanded that people like
him were not to show themselves in the street, and they tried to drive
him back into his house before the prince should see him. But they
were not quick enough. Prince Siddhattha saw the man, and he was
horrified at the sight. He hardly knew what he was looking at.
"What is that, Channa?" he hurriedly said to his favorite attendant
at his elbow. "Surely that cannot be a man! Why is he all bent? Why
does he not stand up straight like you and me? What is he trembling
for? Why is his hair that strange colour and not black like mine? What
is wrong with his eyes? Where are his teeth? Is this how some men
are born? Tell me, good Channa, what does this mean?"
Then Channa spoke to his master and said:
"My Prince, this man is what is called an old man. He was not born
like this. He was born like everybody else, and at one time, when he
was young, he was straight and strong and black-haired and clear-eyed.
But now he has been a long time in the world, and so he has become
like this. Do not concern yourself about him, my Prince. This is
just old age."
"What do you mean, Channa?" said the Prince. "Do you mean that this
is quite common? Do you mean that everybody who has been a long time
in the world becomes like this? Surely no! I never saw anything like
this before. Old age! What is old age?"
"My Prince," said Channa, the charioteer, "every one in the world
who lives a long time becomes just like this man."
"Everybody, Channa? You? I? My father? My wife? Shall we all
become like this and have no teeth or black hair, and be bowed and
trembling, and have to lean on a stick when we want to move about
instead of standing up straight?"
"Yes, my Prince," said Channa. "Everybody in the world, if they
live long enough, become just like this man. It cannot be stopped. It
is old age."
Then Prince Siddhattha ordered Channa to drive him home again at
once. He did not want to see any more of the city that day. He could
not take any more pleasure in the sight of the laughing crowds and the
gaily decorated streets. He wanted to get away by himself and think
about this terrible thing he had just heard for the first time, that
he, a prince, heir to a throne, he and everybody he loved, one day
must grow weak and feeble and have no more joy in living because they
would be old, and there was nothing that could stop this from
happening to them, no matter who they were, no matter how rich and
great and powerful.
And when he got home to his palace, although his servants set out
before him a royal feast of everything delightful to eat, he could not
eat, for he was thinking all the time: "Some day I will grow old."
And then, when the dishes he had hardly tasted were taken away, and
the dancers and singers came before him to try to please him with
their songs and dances, he hardly could bear to look at their graceful
poses or listen to their instruments and voices, for he was thinking:
"Some day you will all grow old, every one of you, even the
prettiest." And when at length he had sent them all away, and lay
down to rest, he could not sleep, but lay awake all night thinking of
himself and his beautiful wife Yasodhara, and how that one day they
would both grow grey and wrinkled and toothless and ugly like that man
he had seen to-day in the streets of the city, and have no more
pleasure in one another. And as he thought of this, he began to
wonder if out of all the millions and millions of men in the world
somebody or another among them all had not found some way of escaping
this terrible thing, old age. More than that; he began to wonder if,
supposing he tried, tried very hard, stopped trying to do anything
else, and gave all his thoughts and energies to this one thing, might
he not himself find out such a way for the benefit of himself and
Yasodhara and his father and everybody in the world?
Of course the King was told about what had happened, and was very
much distressed to hear it. And he, to, lay awake all that night
trying to think of some new pleasures with which to distract his son's
attention from these thoughts which, if they were not soon stopped,
would surely lead him to leave his home behind and go and live the
lonely life of a religious hermit or wanderer. And the King did
devise and offer his son new pleasures, but it was all useless. The
young Prince refused them. Instead, he pleaded with his father that he
might be allowed to go out and visit the city another time without any
one being told that he was coming, so that he might be able to see it
just as everybody else saw it, following its usual every-day life.
As first King Suddhodana was very unwilling to give his son his
wish, for he feared now more than ever, that if once Siddhattha saw
the kind of life that is lived by people who are not fortunate enough
to be king's or rich men's sons, but have to earn all they get by the
sweat of their brow, then the old hermit's prophecy would come true,
and Siddhattha would not succeed him on his throne. However, he knew
quite well, that having seen so much, his son would never be happy
again until he had seen more, whatever the result might be. So once
more, though very unwillingly, he gave permission for his son to leave
the palace and see the life of the city; and once more Prince
Siddhattha went forth beyond the walls that were meant to shut out
from him all knowledge of any unpleasant thing. This time, so that the
people would not know him as he passed among them, he did not go out
dressed like a prince, and nobody was told he was coming. This time,
too, he went on foot, not in his chariot, and dressed just like a
young man of good family. And nobody went with him but Channa, he
also in a dress different from his ordinary one, so that the people
would not know him either, and through him, recognize his master.
No huzza-ing crowds, no flower-decked houses, no waving flags did
the eyes of the young Prince look upon this time, but just the
ordinary sights of a city full of common folk all busy about the
various occupations by which men earn their bread. Here a blacksmith
was perspiring over his anvil as he hammered and beat out a
plowshare or a sickle or a cart-wheel tire. There, in a richer
quarter, in their little shops sat the jewelers and goldsmiths,
cunningly fitting jewels and precious stones into chasings of silver
and gold, skillfully fashioning out of the yellow metal, necklaces and
bangles and anklets. There, in another street, the dyers were hanging
out to dry in long lines, lengths of newly dyed brilliantly colored
cloths, blue and rose-red and green, and many another pretty colour,
that one day would drape the form of beauty making it yet more
beautiful. And there, too, were the bakers busily baking their cakes
and serving them out to customers waiting to get and eat them while
they were yet fresh and warm from the baking. At these and similar
sights the young Prince now looked with the keen interest of one who
had never seen such sights before; and his heart found pleasure in
seeing how busy every one seemed, and so interested and seemingly
contented and happy in their work. And then, again, something
happened that spoiled all his pleasure in this day of new and
interesting sights, and sent the Prince home a second time, sad and
sorrowful at heart.
For as he was passing along one of the streets with Channa, a little
way behind him, he heard a cry as of some one calling for help. He
looked around to see what was the matter, and there on the ground near
him he saw a man lying twisting his body about in the dust in a very
strange way. And all over his face and his body there were ugly
looking purple blotches, and his eyes were rolling queerly in his
head, and he gasped for breath as he tried to get on to his feet; and
every time he got up a little way, he fell helplessly down again.
In the kindness of his heart the Prince at once ran forward to the
man and picked him up, and resting his head on his knee, tried to
comfort the man, asking him what was wrong with him, and why he did
not stand up. The man tried to speak but he could not. He had no
breath left for speaking; he could only moan.
"You, Channa," said the Prince to his servant who had now come up to
him, "tell my why this man is like this. What is the matter with his
breath? Why does he not answer me?"
"O, my Prince," cried Channa, "do not hold the man like that. This
man is ill. His blood is poisoned. He has the plague-fever, and it
is burning him up so that he cannot do anything but just draw hard
breath until his breath too is burnt up by the fever."
"But are there any other men who become like this? Might I become
like this?" the Prince asked Channa.
"Indeed you may, my Prince. If you hold the man so close as that.
Pray put him down and do not touch him, or the plague will come out
from him and go into you, and then you will become the same as he is."
"Are there any other bad things that come on men besides this
plague, Channa?"
"Yes, my Prince, there are others, many many others, of many
different kinds, and all of them painful, as this is."
"And can no one help it? Does sickness like this come on men
without their knowing it, by surprise?"
"Yes, Prince, that is what it does. Nobody knows what day he may
fall ill like this. It may happen at any time to anybody."
"To anybody, Channa? To Princes, too? To me?"
"Yes, even to you, my Prince."
"Then everybody in the world must be afraid all the time, since
nobody knows when he goes to bed at night, if he may not awake in the
morning ill like this poor man?"
"That is so, my Prince. No one in the world knows what day he may
fall ill, and after much suffering, die."
"Die! That is a strange word! What is 'die,' Channa?"
"Look, my Prince," said Channa.
The Prince looked where Channa pointed, and saw a little crowd of
people coming along the street weeping, while behind them came four
men carrying on a board a terribly lean-looking man who lay there flat
and still, his cheeks fallen in, his mouth set in a strangely ugly
grin, but never turning, never saying anything in complaint to those
who were carrying him when they gave him a hard jolt on his hard board
as they stumbled over a stone in their way. The Prince looked after
the little crowd as it passed him wondering why they were all crying,
and why the man on the board did not tell those who were carrying him
to be more careful and not shake him so much. And when they had gone
a little further, to his astonishment, he saw the man's bearers lay
him on a pile of wood, and then put a light to the wood so that it
blazed up in a fierce flame, and still the man did not move, though
the flames were licking all round his head and feet.
"But what is this, Channa? Why does that man lie there so still and
let these people burn him? Why does he not get up and run away?"
asked the Prince in horror and bewilderment.
"My Prince," said Channa, "that man has died. He has feet but he
cannot run with them. He has eyes but they do not see anything now.
He has ears but he will never hear anything with them again. He
cannot feel anything any more, neither heat nor cold, neither fire nor
frost. He does not know anything any more. He is dead."
"Dead, Channa? Is this what it means to be dead? And I -- shall I
too, a king's son, one day be dead like this? And my father, and
Yasodhara, and every one I know -- shall we, every one of us, some day
lie dead like that poor man on that pile of burning wood?"
"Yes, my Prince," said Channa. "Everybody who is alive must some
day die. There is no help for it. There is nothing more sure and
certain. No one can stop death from coming."
The Prince was struck dumb. He could say no more. It seemed to him
such a terrible thing that there should be no way of escape from this
devouring monster death who ate up everybody, even kings and the sons
of kings. He turned home in silence, and going to his room in the
palace, sat there by himself thinking and brooding hour after hour
about what he had seen that day.
"But this is awful," said the Prince to himself as he sat pondering
alone. "Every single person in the world must some day die, and there
is no help for it, so Channa says! O, there must be help somewhere,
for such a state of things! I must find help; I will find help, for
myself and my father and Yasodhara and everybody. I must find some
way by which we shall not always be under the power of these hateful
things, old age, and sickness, and death."
On another occasion as the Prince was driving to the Royal Gardens,
he came face to face with a man garbed in the flowing orange-colored
robes of the recluse. The Prince observed the Monk closely, and,
feeling an inward pleasure at the calm and the dignified mien and the
noble bearing of the man, he questioned Channa about the life led by
such a person. The charioteer replied that the man belonged to the
class of people who had "left the world" to seek a remedy for the
sufferings and sorrows of the world. The Prince was highly elated
over this, and going to the Gardens, spent the day happily, himself
having made up his mind to leave home.
As the Prince thus sat thinking and talking to himself, news was
brought to him that his wife had given birth to a fine baby boy. But
the Prince showed no signs of gladness at the tidings. He only
murmured with distracted look: "A Rahula has been born to me, a
fetter has been born to me." And because this was what his father had
said when he heard that he was born, the baby was called on his
name-giving day, Prince Rahula.
After this day, King Suddhodana saw that it was of no more use
trying to shut Prince Siddhattha up in his pleasant palace and keep
him occupied only with his own pleasure and delight, so now he allowed
him to go out into the city as much as he pleased. And very often the
Prince drove round the city, seeing everything, and thinking, always
thinking about what he saw, and trying to make up his mind what to do.
After one of these drives through the city, as, on his way home
again, he was passing the rooms of the palace where the ladies lived,
one of the Princesses called Kisagotami happened to be looking out of
her window, and seeing the Prince, she was much struck by his
handsome, noble appearance, and exclaimed to herself: "O how happy,
how cool, how content must be the mother, and the father, and the wife
of such a splendid young Prince?"
But she spoke louder than she thought she was speaking, and the
Prince, as he passed, heard what she was saying. And he thought to
himself: "Yes, mother and father and wife have happiness and comfort
and content in their hearts at having such a son and husband. But
what is real true happiness and comfort and content?"
And the Prince's mind, being already turned away from delight in
worldly things by the sights he had seen and the thoughts about them
that filled his mind all the time, he said low to himself: "Real true
happiness and comfort and content come when the fever of craving and
of hating and of delusion is cured. When the fires of pride and false
notions and passions are all put out, then comes real true happiness
and coolness and content. And that is what I and all men need to get.
That is what I must now go forth and seek. I cannot stay any longer
in this palace leading this life of pleasure. I must go forth at once
and seek, and go on seeking till I find it -- that real true happiness
which will put me and all men beyond the power of old age and sickness
and death. This lady had taught me a good lesson. Without meaning it
she has been a good teacher to me. I must send her a teacher's fee."
So he took from his neck a fine pearl necklace he was wearing at the
time, and sent it with his compliments to Princess Kisagotami. And
the princess accepted it from the Prince's messenger and sent him back
with her warmest thanks to the Prince, for she thought it was meant
for a token that the handsome and clever young Prince Siddhattha had
fallen in love with her and wished to make her his second wife.
But the Prince's thoughts were very far indeed from any such thing,
and his father and his wife knew it very well. Indeed, every one about
the Prince could see that he was now completely changed, more serious
and thoughtful than he had ever been, when he came home from this
day's ride about the city. But the father could not bear to lose his
son without making one more, one last attempt to keep him. So he
caused all the cleverest and most entrancingly beautiful singers and
dancers in the kingdom to be brought to his son's palace, and they
sang and danced before Prince Siddhattha as King Suddhodana commanded,
doing their very best with their gayest, sweetest songs, their most
enchanting and alluring postures to draw from his son smiles of
approval and pleasure. And for a time the Prince looked at, and
listened to them, not wishing to disappoint his father by a flat
refusal to see them. But his eyes only half saw the beautiful,
enticing forms before him, for his mind was taken up with something
else that never left it alone now; he was thinking of the one only
thing that now seemed worth thinking about at all -- how old age and
sickness and death might be escaped by him and by all men, for ever.
And at last, weary with so much thinking, worn out with so much
brooding, in the midst of the music and loveliness that no longer now
had power to charm or please, he fell into a dozing sleep.
The singers and dancers soon noticed that he whom they were supposed
to be amusing, cared so little for their efforts, that he did not even
take the trouble to keep awake and look at, and listened to them. So
they stopped their dancing and singing, and lay down just where they
were to wait till the Prince woke again. And soon they, too, like the
Prince, fell asleep without knowing it, leaving the lights in the room
all burning.
After some time the Prince woke from his doze and looked round him
in astonishment, and also in disgust; for what did he see? All those
girls who were supposed to be the prettiest and most charming in the
country, and only a little while before had been posing before him in
the most enchanting attitudes, now were scattered about the floor of
the apartment in the ugliest, the most ungainly positions imaginable;
some snoring like so many pigs, some with their mouths gaping wide
open, some with the spittle oozing from the corners of their lips
dribbling down over their dresses, some grinding their teeth in their
sleep like hungry demons. So ugly, so repulsive did they look, one
and all, that the Prince wondered how he ever could have taken any
pleasure in them. The sight of all this that he once had thought
loveliness so completely turned to loathsomeness, was the last thing
needed to fill his mind with complete disgust for the life he was
leading. His mind was now fully made up to leave all this
repulsiveness behind him, and to go forth immediately to look for that
real happiness which would bring to an end all evil things.
Rising quietly, so as not to disturb and wake any of the sleeping
girls, he stole out of his room, and called his servant Channa to him,
and told him to saddle his favorite white horse, Kanthaka, for now, at
once, he was going out on a long journey.
While Channa was away getting ready Kanthaka, Siddhattha thought he
would go and take a last look at his little son before he left. So he
went to the room where his wife lay sleeping with her babe beside her.
But when he opened the door and looked in, he saw that his wife was
sleeping with her hand so placed that it rested on and was covering
the baby's head.
"If I try to move her hand," said the Prince to himself, "so as to
see my boy's face, I fear I may wake her. And if she wakes, she will
not let me go away. No, I must go now without seeing my son's face
this time; but when I have found what I am going forth to seek, I
shall come back and see him and his mother again."
Then, very quietly, so as to wake nobody, the Prince slipped out of
the palace, and in the stillness of the midnight hour mounted his
white horse Kanthaka who also kept quite quiet, and neither neighed
nor made any other sound that might wake any one. Then, with faithful
Channa holding on to Kanthaka's tail, Siddhattha came to the city
gate, and, passing through without any one trying to stop him, rode
away from all who knew and loved him.
When he had gone a little distance, he pulled up Kanthaka and,
turning round, took a last look at the city of Kapilavatthu sleeping
there so calm and quiet in the moonlight, while he, its Prince, was
leaving it like this, not knowing when he should see it again. It was
the city of his fathers, the city where he was leaving behind him a
young and beloved wife, and a precious infant son, but he did not
weaken in his resolve one jot; no thought of turning back to them
entered his mind. That mind was now thoroughly made up. Again he
turned his face in the direction he had to go, and rode on till he
came to the banks of a river called the Anoma. Here he dismounted,
and standing on the sandy beach, that on both hands, stretched away,
white as silver, in the moonlight, he took off all his jewels and
ornaments, and giving them to Channa, said: "Here, good Channa. Take
these adornments of mine and white Kanthaka, and take them back home.
The hour has now come for me to give up the worldly life."
"O my dear master," cried Channa, "do not go away like this all by
yourself. Let me too leave the world and come with you."
But although Channa again, and yet once more, asked to be allowed to
stay with his master and to go with him wherever he went, the Prince
was firm and refused to take him with him.
"It is not yet the time for you to retire from the worldly life," he
said to Channa. "Go back to the city at once and tell my father and
mother from me that I am quite well." And he forced him to take all
his jewelry from him and also his horse Kanthaka.
Channa could not now refuse to do what his master commanded him, so
with a heavy heart and weeping sorely, he turned back along the white
moonlit road to the city leading Kanthaka by the bridle to take the
sad news to Kapilavatthu that his beloved master, their prince, at
last as he long had threatened, had left parents and wife and children
and kingdom behind him, and had gone away to be a wanderer without a
home.
In this way it was that at the age of twenty-nine, in the full flush
of early manhood, while still black-haired and young and strong,
Prince Siddhattha Gotama of the noble house of the Sakya race, went
forth from home into homelessness, in order to seek for himself and
for all men, some way whereby he and they might win forever beyond the
reach of all ill, all distress, all grief, all sorrow, all despair.
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