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                                 TEISHO

         SOME WORDS ABOUT SESSHIN FOR NEWCOMERS TO ZEN PRACTICE
                        by Robert Aitken, Roshi

This text addresses some of the most fundamental and delicate religious 
issues. Therefore, it should be read, quoted and analysed in a mindful 
way.

Copyrights (c) by Robert Aitken and Sydney Zen Center
251 Young St., Annandale, Sydney, NSW 2038, Australia.

Soon your sesshin will begin.  The word sesshin is a compound sino- 
Japanese term made up of two ideographs, setsu and shin.  Shin means 
mind.  Setsu has several meanings - touch, receive, convey.  Usually 
sesshin is literally translated to touch the mind, but it also means to 
receive the mind, to convey the mind.  All of these meanings are 
included in that one expression, sesshin.  It is a time to put 
everything aside, to forget everything and to focus all one's enquiring 
spirit through the medium of the practice, counting the breaths or koan 
work.

To touch the mind of course implies an individual action.  To receive 
the mind and to convey the mind show how the action of realisation is 
not self-centred. In fact, you are simply the agent of realisation.  If 
you enter sesshin with the spirit, "I must become realised", then you 
are setting up a conflict with the basic fact.  Fundamentally, heaven 
and earth and I are of one spirit.  All things and I are one.   Dogen 
Zenji asked, "What is the mind?  The mind is mountains, rivers and the 
great earth, the sun and the moon and the stars." And of course it is 
all people, all things, all plants, all animals.  And particularly in 
this instance it is your brothers and sisters in the dojo.  Your own 
individual effort is very important but unless it is effort with the 
spirit that you are the agent of realisation, it is self-centred.

Sometimes I hear people say after sesshin, "Well, I certainly worked 
through a lot of things during that sesshin," and I think to myself, 
"That wasn't such a good sesshin for you."   Sesshin is not a time to 
work things through.  Things may be worked through in your practice but 
if you set yourself toward working through things, that is to say, 
reviewing old traumas, then you are not using your time effectively.

Sesshin is a time to focus wholeheartedly on one thing, just that count, 
just that koan, nothing else.  You must forget yourself in that practice 
and then things will be worked through.

Yasutani Haku'un Roshi used to caution us at the beginning of every 
sesshin that there are three basic rules for sesshin. These rules are 
not established for the sake of ritual or ceremony.  They are rules that 
have been worked out empirically over many hundreds of years in the 
operation of Zen seclusions. The first of these rules is no talking, not 
even whispering.  There is something about the human voice that is very 
distracting.  Your ears prick up and your concentration is lost.  Don't 
talk at all.  During a work period you may have to ask, "Where do you 
keep the mop?". or maybe you don't have to ask for it.  Maybe if you use 
some initiative, you can look around and find it yourself.  If some 
emergency comes up, then you may speak to one of the leaders privately, 
succinctly in a soft voice.  Remember that your leader has his or her 
own practice too.  Too much complaint, too much emergency, will have a 
poor effect on the entire sesshin.

Please remember that personal crisis can be a great opportunity in 
zazen.  The only emergency that can take you from sesshin comes when one 
gets a telegram that someone is gravely ill at home, or something of 
that kind.  Other emergencies should be worked through.  One becomes 
very sensitive during sesshin and convinced that a neighbour is 
wriggling just to distract me or the monitor is hitting me too hard or 
not hard enough, or the meals don't contain enough protein or they're 
too salty or not salty enough or I'm not getting enough sleep or my legs 
hurt too much and so on.  Well, all of these things, except the latter 
one, can be just set to one side as delusion.  If your legs hurt too 
much then you may sit in a chair.  But remember that just like working 
out in a gym, you cannot stretch your legs to the point where you can 
sit comfortably unless there is a certain amount of pain.  You cannot 
develop yourself unless you become a little tired or a little sore.  So 
push yourself.  Zen is the middle way and it is important not to get 
blown out so that you come to the  point where you simply cannot ever do 
zazen again. So, find the middle way between extremes and sit in a chair 
if you must.

The second rule is no looking around.  I want to tell you a story about 
that. The first Roshi in the United States was a man named Sasaki 
Shigetsu, also known as Sasaki Soku-an Roshi.  He established the 
American Buddhist Society which later became the first Zen Institute of 
New York, and it was his wife, Ruth Fuller Sasaki who wrote Zen Dust 
with Miura Roshi.  A man named Emanuel Sherman was a student of Sasaki 
Roshi.  The Roshi gave him a zazen robe.  The war came along, Sasaki 
Roshi was interned and he later died, and Sherman rather fell away from 
the practice of doing zazen.  Then in l957 when my wife Anne and I were 
teaching in Ojai, California, Nakagawa Soen Roshi came to hold memorial 
sesshin after the death of his friend Sensaki Nyogen  Sensai in Los 
Angeles.  I persuaded Sherman, who was also living at Ojai at that time, 
to come with us to the sesshin, and he wore his robe.   Roshi asked him 
before sesshin, "Where did you get that robe?" and Sherman told him, "It 
was given to me by Sasaki Shigetsu Roshi in New York when I studied with 
him before the war."  He turned over the lapel of his robe where 
something was written in Chinese characters and said, "I've always 
wondered what this said."  And Soen Roshi read the inscription and 
asked, "Did Sasaki Roshi write that?"   Sherman said, "Yes, he did."  
Soen Roshi said, "What a great roshi he was."  Sherman said, "What does 
it say, what does it say?"  Soen Roshi said, "It says, 'don't look 
around'."

You see, if you are seeking to touch the mind, eye contact is very 
distracting from this practice.  You are seeking fundamental 
communication and the distraction of ordinary social interaction can be 
destructive.

The third rule is "no social greetings".  This follows naturally from 
the first two.  The original Japanese says something like, "no social 
signals."  In other words, if two people come to a door at the same 
time, there is no need for one person to gesture to the other to go 
first.  One person goes first and another follows, like two drops of 
water in the stream, very naturally.  You don't use social signals in a 
crowd of people but if you are walking through a crowd of people you can 
make your way without touching anybody, without any signals, without any 
word.  People move aside naturally and you move aside naturally. That's 
the way it should be in sesshin.  If you follow these three rules, no 
talking, no looking around and no social greetings, you will have a good 
sesshin.

Now I want to say a few words about the dojo.  Dojo is a term that you 
are familiar with because it is used by people in akido, karate, judo 
and so on. It's even in the English dictionary.  It is a sino-Japanese 
term made up of two ideographs.  "Do" is the Japanese pronunciation of 
Tao, as in Tao-te-ching or Taoism.  And Jo simply means place.  The 
place of the Tao.  Tao means "way". Arthur Whaley translates the Tao-te- 
Ching as the way and its power.  But Tao does not mean only a way to - 
it does not simply mean a means.  The opening words in the Tao-te-Ching 
are, "The way that can be followed is not the true way."  So we should 
understand what Tao means.

When Kumara-jiva and other great translators set about rendering 
Buddhist Sanskrit into Chinese they had to find Chinese words that were 
equivalent to particular Sanskrit expressions.  They used the word Tao 
to mean not only path but also realisation.  They used Tao to translate 
Bodhi.  So Tao is not only the path to realisation, it is realisation 
itself.  Actually Dojo is a translation of the Sanskrit word Bodhi 
Manda.  Bodhi is enlightenment, Manda is spot or place, the place or 
spot of enlightenment and it refers to the spot under the Bodhi tree 
where the Buddha sat when he saw the morning star and had his great 
realisation.

So, your meditation hall, your dojo, is your sacred place.  Your 
cushions are your own personal dojo, your own personal Bodhi Manda, your 
own personal spot of realisation.  Thus it is very important to keep the 
dojo as a sacred place of realisation.  It must be spotlessly clean, it 
must be in regular order with a figure as the focal point of devotion - 
a Buddha or a Bodhisattva.  Before the Buddha or Bodhisattva, you should 
have incense, flowers and a candle.  The candle represents 
enlightenment, the flowers represent compassion, the two sides of any 
genuine religious experience.  The incense is an offering to the Buddha, 
as of course candle and flowers are as well.

In front of every Rinzai Zen monastery in Japan there is a sign that 
carries the name of the temple, the name of the mountain, for all 
temples have a mountain name as well as a building name.  There is also 
the name of the sect, the Rinzai sect and the name of the Branch, like 
the Myoshinji Branch and then the words Semon Dojo.  Semon means 
"special".  So it is a special place of enlightenment. When I hear 
people say, "I don't need a special place of enlightenment, I can do 
zazen anywhere," I feel they are not ready to do zazen.  The mind is 
just too tricky and if you say you are doing zazen all day long, that 
means you are not doing zazen at any time.  You need a special corner, 
if only in your own bedroom, to make sacred.  The process of religious 
practice is one of sharp incisive focus.  It is one of all-out devotion.  
This doesn't mean that you go around all day long in your everyday life 
with a long face but it means that when you practice, you only practice.  
You include things in that practice which are conducive to the practice, 
and you exclude other things.  In this way you cultivate your own Semon 
Dojo.

Now about practising without a teacher.  This is extremely difficult, so 
please keep yourself within bounds and follow the directions in the 
orientation as closely as you can.  When you first sit down, please take 
a couple of deep breaths, all the way in and hold it and then all the 
way out and hold it.  You may do this through your mouth, although this 
is the only time when you should breathe through your mouth.  Then when 
you've taken these one or two deep breaths, rock back and forth, first 
widely and then in decreasing arcs until you are erect.   And then lean 
far forward and thrust your rear end back and then sit up.  Now you are 
ready for your breath counting.  Unless you have already worked with a 
Roshi, I would think that you should stay with breath counting. If you 
have taken the koan Mu for yourself and worked on it for some time, then 
that will be all right.  But please don't switch around and experiment 
now with breath counting, now with Mu, now with the Sound of One Hand, 
now with the Original Face before your Parents were Born.  It becomes 
too diffused.

So if you are counting your breaths, just count your breaths.  But if 
you have taken up Mu, then count your breaths for one or two sequences 
and then begin with your Mu practice.  Key Mu to your breaths in the 
same way that you key your count to your breathing.  There comes a time 
when you can forget about breathing and just face Mu.  Your breath at 
that time will be very small.

Your practice is not merely to focus on something.  You must become that 
thing itself.  If you are counting your breaths, then count "one" for 
the inhalation, "two" for the exhalation and so on but let the count do 
the counting.  In other words, let that point one count one, let that 
point two count two, let that point three count three and so on up to 
ten and then repeat.  It's like the musician seeks to let the music play 
the music but he or she must practice a long time before that can 
happen.  So you must practice letting the count do the counting.

Mumon said about the koan Mu, "Carry it with you day and night."  What 
does this mean in practical terms for the student at sesshin?  It means 
that you should be doing Mu or counting your breaths, from morning to 
night and that you should put yourself to sleep with it.  If you're 
chopping vegetables, you need to concentrate only on chopping.  You 
can't think about counting your breaths at such a time or you'll be 
cutting off your thumb.  In any very demanding work, please focus on 
that.  You can't focus on Mu while you're explaining irregular French 
verbs.  You can't concentrate on counting your breaths, really 
concentrate, if you're driving a car. So focus entirely on what you are  
doing if the task is very demanding but there aren't so many demanding 
tasks at sesshin. Chopping vegetables and cooking may be the most 
demanding of those tasks.  So keep yourself with your breath counting or 
with your Mu at all times and then when you go to bed, lie down and hold 
Mu lightly, or hold your breath-counting lightly and put yourself to 
sleep in this way and your zazen will continue in some fashion during 
your sleep.

There are two ways to get through a sesshin.  One is to concentrate on 
survival and the second is to focus on each moment as it comes up.  
Either way will get you through the sesshin.  But only the second way 
will give you an effective sesshin.  If you focus on survival then you 
will be disappointed after your sesshin, because you will know that you 
have wasted your time just thinking about getting through it.  Forget 
about getting through it, just focus on that one, on that two, on that 
three, that's all - nothing else.   Have a good sesshin!
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